A DIET OF HOPE

2012-02-21T08:52:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY BED

I wasn't able to sleep at ease

How nice of my project mate, first time I had someone wish me good night through an email of deadlines reminder..

Krys, waking up to your text on exam dates ain't doing any good too.
I'm too scared to even flip open my organizer

Exhausted. Work and school equally demanding;

Exploding soon

2012-02-08T09:39:00.002+08:00

"When I am in school, I think of work.. ; When I am at work, I think of school.. "

"I got to learn to manage my time better.." - that is what I have been telling myself, but I ain't doing it yet. I've set myself on doing work last Saturday but ended up napping and did nothing much productive on the school and work aspects.. Sleep was important and even more so after I started on my study course. Why did I even chose this path to make myself so miserable...

This coming Monday is my very first assignment due date and my work document is still blank

scared.

2012-01-04T23:53:00.001+08:00

Totally not in the mood........LAO NIANG GOING TO SCHOOL AGAIN! Classsz commencing on 9th January~ To think work was already cutting my freedom short... with school, my life's gonna bee screwed.. Ever since the C, I've been drifting in and out of work, alright although there's plenty for me to catch up and still piling up, I can't concentrate! Damnz, no mood at all.. I think I need a real vacation. Like serious. Come to think of it, last week same time, I think my mind was only concerned on sticky floors.. simple life, awesome.My lessons are gonna take me all the way till ard April 2013.. A part of me can't wait for everything to start already.. but for now, time to take breaks before hell really breaks loose. Gonna enjoy every bit of the after working hours and do the things I want ~~Favorite clique, anyone onz for short vacation?

2011-12-30T15:20:00.000+08:00

"又冷。。。又黏。。。又那么多飞飞。。最糟的更是什么都没有。。连唯一的拖地把都不能用。。听起来很糟吧？再加上当大家意见不合的时候，一吵起来，那种气氛真是没药救"

Actually, I can't believe that the C gathering passed by just like this.. I didn't felt that we've done a lot so I have no clue how each day could pass so quick! Thinking back on two years ago, I think the few of us did not change any bit. Can you feel the change now that someone is no longer with us?? I'm not being mean; just stating facts.

I think I could never ever forget the roller-blading session that we had :)
Since when do you get to see your friends falling in front of you? .. & more than once! Hahahah! Oh man, should we have another session some time? I like how spontaneous everyone was!

Okay perhaps I'll continue the post after the photos are ready.. Feels like I am on The Survivor show. Haven't slept a wink! I bet the rest are still in bed..

Time for some packing and decorating for 1 January. I still have no idea how the whole thing might turn out. Better be good.

2011-10-10T20:48:00.001+08:00

nahbez finally came out with hangersandpegs just to find out it's already taken. NEWLY CREATED BLOGSHOP AS WELL. Wtffff and I think the model's someone I know. doubletheshit.

tripletheshitness cus my sister wanted the exact identical page idea and design. fucked leh why am I so slow!! should've registered the URL earlier

Anyone has any idea or suggestions for a nice tagline or shop name?

2011-10-06T05:40:00.001+08:00

I've always wna do something with my life. I realized I've got too many lost opportunities and i've learnt to think things over and analyze if it's a go-getter or not.

So recently sister's been telling me how much she wna do a blogshop. she believes in it although there's so much competition out there at d moment. Honestly, I was really skeptical about it. but recently, we went sourcing and I realized it's not impossible and it's within what we're capable of. really. Of course a lot needs to be polished but it's really not impossible. need time. needless to say, effort.

Was talking to Krys the other day and brought up d topic of our past dream ventures and ideas. She said we have to really be doing what we liked, and going for things that we have really keen interest in, then we can probably do it. and it's not purely just another moneymaking idea.

I thought "we have to believe in what we sell, only then we can make it."

blogshop or not, we need to be really determined. It might work out. Just dream & do the planning in my head for now.

2011-10-06T05:11:00.001+08:00

so many things have been affecting me. issues that ain't any good are presenting itself to people around me. people whom I care about. I'm so fucking affected & there's nothing much I can do abt it. powerless. not that I can really change the people and things though..

Sometimes I really wonder how can a normal decent person go get to know people of all sorts. like so easy mehhhh. I hope never ever having to hear such news again. D'you get what I'm trying to say here??

If anyone's got their future mapped out swee swee it's gotta be you. why is it that everyone seems aware of it except yourself?! all d more you've gotta grab your chances and treat them like jewels. nb. hate how you are and how everything is now. nb.

sibei sian. slept at 2am, woke up 4am. Don't need to anything liao. & the stomach is growling. any food now and the "137-lifestyle" is so over.

If anyone's curious, "137-lifestyle" was implemented by me family just this week. went for jogs on sunday monday and yesterday and we're still determined. now. good results though since I see my parents sweating out & I got to shed off the excess. d punggol-srgn place is rweally a good place for work-outs ! Hope this exercise regime lasts.

supermotjafcuging hungareeezxz

2011-09-14T01:14:00.001+08:00

I guess it's no complains. My decisions. Good or bad, I asked for it and I think I deserved it. damn. It's all getting low low low~

not in a fantastic mood. lonely.

Watched Bridesmaid and it left me with many many thoughts, mixed feelings. It really sucks when it has a predictable story line but I still find it Angie's type of show. sigh

I think I'm gna watch Smurfs alone tomorrow

2011-09-12T09:15:00.001+08:00

BloodTo see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. If you see the word "blood" written in your dream, then it may refer to some situation in your life that is permanent and cannot be changed. If something else is written in blood, then it represents the energy you have put into a project. You have invested so much effort into something that you are not willing to give it up.To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. It may also denote bitter confrontations between you and your friends. Your past actions has come back to haunt you. Women often dream of blood or of someone bleeding, shortly before or during their periods or while they are pregnant.To dream that others are bleeding, signifies an emotional cry for help.To dream that you are drinking blood, indicates that you have a fresh burst of vitality and power.To dream that you are giving or donating blood, suggests that you are feeling physically drained due to stress.

Foreign LandTo dream that you are in a foreign land represents change in your life. Consider how you feel about the surrounding. If you are afraid or lost, then it indicates that you are not ready for the change. You are not willing to leave the past behind. If you are excited or happy in this unknown place, then it suggests that you are ready for change.

ForkTo see a fork in your dream represents an extension of your reach. You are on the right track toward pursuing your goals. Alternatively, it may be a pun on "fork it over". Do you feel that you are being coerced or forced?To dream of being stabbed with a fork indicates that you are too picky with the ideas/suggestions presented to you.To see someone eating with a fork denotes that all your current worries will be cleared up through the help of a friend.

fuck sia had a bad dream last night. friggin bloody town & everyone kills for blood when they hear a song. It's like a curse. Then there's this cursed grandma trying to stab my hands and legs with a fork while having dinner. tmd. I swore I could have died. I jumped up the moment she stabbed the fork into my hand. I swear my right palm froze when I woke up. Toofuckingrealthatitbetternotcometrue.

2011-08-28T04:11:00.000+08:00

one of the biggest decision in my life.
I hope I won't live to regret it. It wasn't easy. I'm not going into anymore of these from now. I hate to be responsible for anything. I can't help it. it's all my fault.

Heartaches.
Need to cool down

2011-08-18T16:40:00.003+08:00

I present you with the best part and also the most memorable view of my western australia trip !

Margaret River

The view, the beaches, the waves, the glittering blue waters, it's all just too good to be true !

and honestly, I don't even know how to start putting the whole perth road trip into a blog entry. I shall try.

Throughout the entire trip, Krys and I were either too cold for photos, too listless or tired, or sometimes just cannot be bothered to take the pictures. Everywhere was so nice and it would take us forever to capture every little thing. and also because camera's battery went dead halfway, some parts of the trip were just captured by our eyes and stored in the brain.

...............

oh the first night of our trip didn't went exactly as what we wanted. We reached Perth International Airport around 11:30 PM and was supposed to collect our car before 11:45 PM. What went wrong from the start was that no one was attending the counter where we were supposed to pick the car keys from. yeah, freaking nobody. and the company's counter phone was not working.

We panicked.

We've got the car right at the carpark waiting for us but no keys. We waited nearly till 01:00 AM before we someone came and handed the keys and gps to us. BUT that WAS NOT all ! Krys and I left the warm airport, got blasted by the damn cold weather outside all the way to our vehicle, only to find our gps not working! I think it was close to a 6 or 7 degree celcius, yeah? Freaking cold with the strong wind and us, underdressed !

(I really don't feel like rmbring this part of the trip but I wouldn't want to forget it either) We got really pissed but we really can't go anywhere without that gps. Another gps would only be available at their domestic airport at 06:00 AM !!! We could only suck it up.

The only place we could go at that late hours would be the casino. Well, at least Krys was familiar with it, and the original plan for us was to head there after we landed, sleep in car, head for margaret river at dawn. It was my first time to step into a casino and I loved it ! The beer made us happy and whatever happened next shall stay in my head. If we had free entry to our country's casino, I really would not know what will happen to me.

THIS is the position I've been stucked with for almost one third of the trip. Glad it was Krys I went with cus I know no one else would have done what she did.

need not elaborate

excluding her screams, she's the best person to be with on a road trip :)

It's ironic, I miss their cold weather

can't think. shall go sleep and will probably blog about Margaret River tour and Bussleton tomorrow

2011-08-05T14:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGIE !

woke up to a lovely morning today :))))))))))) good mood !

I'm flying to Perth later this evening ! I've been looking forward to the trip so much that I think the excitement's down a little.. but ! too happy! We all need a getaway ! Temperature's cold there and I can't wait to see that part of the country for myself

oh yar we're gonna drive too! it's gonna be one of the longest distance I've ever drove, 280km from airport to lodging.. nervous though. whut if I fall asleep while driving? x.x

and casino !!

awww... hope it's a good trip !

and yar! interesting incident for me to remember;

had dinner with dearest VS on tuesday @ nex, fish&co.

instead of the usual garlic chilli, a sweeter chilli and tartar sauce was served to us

yours truly enquired and requested for the garlic chilli condiments and guesssssss whaaaaaat ?!?!?!?

I was given garlic, and a entire saucer of garlic, only.

-.- "

2011-08-01T00:59:00.000+08:00

I think I sprained my right wrist. Hurts damn bad.
Need.to.recover.by.friday.!

Excited much! I'm flying to Perth on Friday! o(^▽^)o
Nervousssssssssssssss !